EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER: Death certificate speaks

I apologize for not posting this sooner for I received my late-brother’s death certificate not long after I posted on here I had filed for a copy.

It told me what I had hoped WASN’T true … asphyxiation took my brother on 9/1/11. In other words, his neck didn’t break taking him immediately, he choked to death.

My mom knows I’ve received this yet has never asked to see it nor what it reads and I’ve no intentions of pushing it any further because this would CRUSH HER HEART, what’s left of it that is. I want her to think he went painlessly. It makes no difference either way now.

Just wanted to share.

*HAVE YOU HUGGED YOUR LOVED ONES TODAY?*

Hugs …

Mellen